Friday, September 30, 2011

matter

It doesn't matter how hard I try or what I do it all goes down the shitter. I mean seriously I can't do anything right for anyone, it seems the only ones I can manage to take care of are my fish. My parents and entire family are disappointed in me, and my boyfriend is cheating on me but doesn't think I know, he also doesn't think I know about his millions of lies he has told me but, I'm going to tell him when I finally get a call from him, if I finally get a call from him. I just don't know what to do anymore it just feels like everything doesn't matter anymore.